26.12.07
long time no blog..
hey hey..hasnt been blogging ever since i came back from hei hei de di fang ehz..=P
how's me lately..?? tink i gonna die of owl illness..haha..=P been coming back home in da wee hours almost every other wkend and when im on off and leave like nw..haha..jus feel tat cant waste any free time tat i have..really enjoy myself spending time with my frenz..which appearantly..according to them..plus i realise myself..has missed times with them for da past yr...sry guys..
been tinking alot lately..wat was i tinking in da past..y have i nt been juggling my time well..nt spending time with my frenz..i realise i missed out quite alot with them..when they were talking abt last time..i dun see myself in the picture..places they went which i didnt go along...things they've done which i was nt involve..conversations that were talked which i have no idea what they are talking abt..
lyn was jus telling me tat day..she has tons of pics at home of da gang which doesnt have me inside..i felt so..sour..so left out..guess i deserve it..kept rejecting them..tellin them i cant make it..not only them..even attitudez side is the same..there r lots of things happened within the grp which i usually is da last one to know..coz i wasnt ard most of the time..i really dunno wat to say..
when times i felt so alone at tat pt of time..i deserve it..but luckily i have true frens..lots of them...tks lyn for saying to me "its ok, as long as u are spending time with us nw" [nt exact words but meaning abt da same lar ahz..=D] as least im feeling more involve nowadays..unlike wat it used to be..they will always tink "aiya..jingshi/jen sure nt free de..no nid to ask her" tks peps...=) really glad to have frenz like u guys ard...
work hasnt been very good or very bad...or shall i say i can take shit tat is slap into my face...=X jus wanna finish my tour peacefully and hope to go on and study..be it aus/sg [hopefully sg of coz..can save money ma..est amt to loan if aus is ard 50k lor..looking at da conversion rates] shall nt talk more abt my naughty batch of xiao gua..=X
hmz..tink ive been having too much of a gd life recently..haha..you fa fu de xian xiang le..!! arghz..=/ i really really nid to go do lots of exercise le...nid to drag my lazy ass go running..if nt next yr's ippt sure cua until cannot see ahz..jian bu de guang...and i wan wear nice nice clothes during cny..!!
clearing of off and leave is really nuah for me...haha..travelled..quite..a bit...=D went to batam with jh cg jason..quite fun..though da trip is short..but was meant to be a relaxing trip..their stuff really quite cheap and the seafood..power..gt nuthing to say except die die have to go back and eat..haha...=P after resting for a day..went KL with the gals [kai ting clar]..our long planned shopping trip..haha..really shop till we dropped..my legs really cant feel anyting lor..walk n walk n walk...gals...but it was a very very fruitful trip...few tings tat were bad..kept having funny ah peh come and talk to me..if nt stalk us...wth...and the coach trip back was hell compared to da heaven we travelled to KL...no in hse entertainment..no nice airplane type of seats and still da suspension was too "powerful" tat i can hardly drink water...!!
oh well...too much of "talking"..check out all da pics tat ive took on da events tat happened ard me recently here...http://dotsux.multiply.com..decided to plant all da pics there..more fang bian...coz faster ma..so..check them out there..=D
Posted by dotsux at 12/26/2007 02:18:00 am